darr~~``

2009-06-29T21:28:00.002+08:00

in life one should make their own rules and live by it
choices made, promises broken, people lost
makes u wonder y live it don't u think
y it is some people just keep rubbing things in ur face

i am trying to finish writing my long essay before i go
and then decide to actually type it or not
and i have pictures to print =)

of my week’s post

2009-06-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

at this point in time nothing much has happened..i will skip most of last week cos it sucked big time so on to saturday

saturday..we(weihao and i) went down to cathay to meet nad, zack and paul who where there for idol thing. =( anyway..e came down too i miss everyone so much i feels so weird not seeing them everyday like i used to. oh and jon was there too and i must say he has the roundest head in singapore..at least roundest head i have ever seen in my entire life. so we hung out while waiting for nad and kel came and nad came out. so we went to PS so eat cos nad and zack did not have anything the whole day. then we spilt cos i had a dinner to go to and nad and zack went home. kel came back ok too complicated skip!!

right after dinner at guan’s i went back to town to meet paul, shah, kel, nad and zack. nic was there together with his girl..and we took videos of them singing it was really funny!! i still cannot stop laughing at the videos. then we headed to somewhere opposite OCBC main building and then down to butter where i stayed for awhile cos i had to go home ARGH!! but it was all good fun =)

nad: i will stop i promise. just that now is really not a good time. i don’t know what is going on in my nugget but i can assure u i am fine. and i promise i will be. seems like it has really gotten to me this time.

10 days..6 days how good can it be??

2009-06-03T19:38:00.002+08:00

hello there my friends..
Right now am sitting at cream bistro waiting for lady and "boss" to come..dumpling will not be coming today as her brother is back in town..it has been a long long time since this original bunch has had a night out together..but I am getting sleep hungry and annoyed waiting..haha..
Gosh 4 more weeks to go and I haven't done anything yet but get my visa and air ticket..Haha ..but I also am not sure what time I am flying..
Alright will blog later again

i hate work

2009-05-26T15:12:00.002+08:00

hey hey
it has been about 15 days since my last post and i am really too lazy/ annoyed/ bored to update. work sux i like the people but the work itself as well as the place just sux big time that i wanan leave now. i hve never ever wanted to leave a job before not even when i was working at OCBC but i tell u this is it i have had it with this job.

i went for above and beyond on saturday and i tell you
1. my feet hurt cos they kept getting stepped on
2. we have a new camera man!! this means i will get my photos taken and not me taking photos(just kidding)
3. i liked nad's "skirt" the way she wore it..aahaha
4. the music was AWSOME!!
5. i met some cool design kids and they r so entertaining

well. tmr i have medical to go to i hope it will nto take long cos i will be so very bored as i am going alone and i do not have my ipod to entertain me. did i tell u my work sux that is y i am going tmr?? today i have not done anything in the office except for PDF some powerpoint slides and reply 2 e-mails. damn bo liao right!!

ok i am going back to stone now be back later

graduation

2009-05-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU!! to my dearest hunks and babes..eileen, shah, paul, sheena, kel, clay and zack for making it to our grad day..love u guys for coming..i will be there for urs as well..can’t wait i tell u!! omg..when will that day come..i will be so old!! we will be like old..

today was nad, zhen and my grad day as u can see/ tell. seeing ur friends actually coming down for it was great!! but sux i had to rush off cos of uni things. mummy and daddy don’t take everyday off so ya we had to go settle things. well i also made my first payment for sch and will have to wait to make the 2nd..so many things to do before sch starts in july..

i honestly am alreading missing u all..i keep wondering what my life would be without u guys..helping me through though times..bitching sessions..etc etc etc..esp sean when he puts his hands up and runs around like a headless chicken.

i have to start collecting photos and get them printed so i can mount them on my walls..or u people can just give me photos and i will mount them onto my wall..ahaha..

o man..i am seriously missing everyone right now =(

singaporeans

2009-05-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

sigh it really sux to know how singaporeans actually act sometimes let me tell u my observations on public transport/ walking and etc

on buses/trains

1. yes the space between the chairs r already so small for goodness sake people if u rather sit on the outside stand up and allow someone else to go in when they indicate they wanna sit. do not just move ur legs to the side the space is still not enough. it is quite funny to look at the one going in have their butts move across right in front of the person who does not wanna move in. sometimes the butt even brushes across their face. super sad it gives a whole new meaning to in ur face.

2. another incident would be our elderly people they usually still take the bus even after they have bought all their stuff and carry it onto the bus when people do not move how in the world do u expect them to go in easily?? just now a poor lady all her things fell out of her bags and worse still the one who did not wanna move went “tsk” and did not help..what is ur fucking problem she is an old lady and u were caught up with what looking at her struggling to pick up her things?!?! clearly u r dumb

3. o come on man..move behind..just cos ur friend is sitting there or u wanna stand by the door others cannot get up the bus!! and guess what it will cause them to be late for work..and u so do not want that to happen to you right sheesh!!

4. boys i know u love to work out and run..but plz bring an extra shirt if u do not intend to shower till u get home..u do realise 1 of u stink and if the WHOLE LOT of u get up the bus people can just die esp when u do not just wipe down and spray..give us a break..some of us actually take the bus to the end u know..

5. bus mata..u do not have to be so freaking rude and say “y u pay only $X..u must pay $Y blah blah blah” just go sorry u should pay this amount and could u please get another ticket..walao..stupid people u know..thats y u people always get people who do not wanna pay..dumb right!!

6. if u cannot hold ur balance hold the blardy poles..instead of loosing ur balance and pushing every other freaking person

7. the freaking train is full..STOP PUSHING..i sware it is worse then being in a club..u really literally cannot move at all..and u r just smashed between 2 people and i tell u..some people do not smell pretty at all..and we feel violated!! get out of my face man..it is like the other person is so near that all u have to do u push him/her lightly and she will be kissing the other person..i need space!!

8. u hate it when people put their bags on the chair

ok i don’t think i have anymore to say

emo kid

2009-05-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

right then

after my weekend in batam i need to go shopping again to get rid of bad vibes and emoness and also after reading a certains person’s blog which post so happened to be right after my freaking birthday bitching abt things ARGH!! if it were a piece of paper i would rip it into tweeny tiny microscopic organisms

i keep finding myself wanting to buy more and more things “oh no!! shopaholic!!” to hide feelings and make myself happy with new things..hmm thats not good right..hahaha whats bad is e is also a shopping queen and we r going shopping tmr together with lynette =) together we go SHOPPING!! and lunch and dinner =) happy mon *clap hands*

tmr will be going to sch to collect some stuff grad gown thingy and more invites for the event cos we r inviting out peeps to go for the event

actually i am going only cos mummy and grandma wants to go and see me for that 30 seconds to go up on stage and to receive an envelope and they will get to see another maybe 600+ people do the same thing and of cos my darling lady nadia do her speech

my game

2009-05-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

well then

i have been pretty busy cos i keep trying to keep myself from thinking too much and just live my life. i have been baking and trying out new recepies from my new book and u must say they rock!! i so love it and i will bring it with me to australia hopefully i have an oven there (dream on man) ahahaha. well i got a new job to work in an events company and i start work this thursday and i am kinda excited about it. darn ICHM hasn't gotten back to me and i really hope they do soon cos i am running out of time!!

this wednesday am gonna go out with E and lynette to go thrift shopping so exciting!! i hope i can get some new/old stuff esp some necklaces, rings, bracelets maybe tops, skirt, shoes, jeans anything goes ahaha.

alright i have to go to bed for i have work at 7am tmr again

lazy sunday

2009-04-27T00:11:00.001+08:00

it rained today!! finally but not it is really hot

i can’t wait for thursday to come for i am getting my pay, i have already been working for a month and finally i will see some figures in my back account =) *claps hands*

someone read my blog and said i was an emo person. i am not, i am generally quite happy with occasional unhappiness in my life. one has to constantly try to find things to do to keep occupied so as not to go into depression u know. anyway, whatever life is life good or bad

i just finished watching army daze, i cannot imagine if the army was like that, it is quite funny to see how they made fun of army and parents and girlfriends and of cos sisters.

i am so happy with the oreo cup cakes i made, they r so yummy, ash had like 4 and even took gradma’s one too, don had 2 and left boys home again, i won’t get to see him next week cos i won’t be around o well.. i miss that kid man

sheena’s birthday celebration is this coming saturday..am so so sorry babe i can’t go i will try to make something for u and u guys just tag me on the cake ok =( or photoshop me in, we haven’t taken a group photo in like forever

a day in the life of mon

2009-04-25T22:37:00.001+08:00

well then the past few weeks have not been great at all but the little events that have happened during the week that makes it not so bad..

yesterday i went to hang with some friends and learned how to play poker. umar come to pick me up from my work place cos i had the bottles with me and he had already finished his exams congrats to him on finishing NTU. so yes hung out with some friends till about 4. then kelven gave me a ride home thanks again for the ride really appreciate it. it is so sad sims, donald and kelven r leaving this monday for nepal to join nikhil there. lucky asses get to go overseas.

oh my god there is army daze on octo tmr!! ok am so gonna watch it and have a good laugh.

ok back to watch the show on tv now

2009-04-22T23:12:00.003+08:00

i have not been updating my blog the past few weeks cos things have been rather up and down and ya it keeps chaning and it bugs me a little

found out a few things today and i really do not understand y or what the hell is going on like seriously!!

work has been good so far we r slowly catching up but we still have a long way to go but i believe we will get there =)

sims just told me he knows big peng when i know the small peng it is really such a small world that everyone knows everyone

can u inagine u go out to the working world and ur boss was like ur ex boyfriend's sister's brother in-law

no shit

no am just kidding but can u imagine if that happens

sheesh

i really do not have much to talk about but i promise i will update on something if something happens

i need

2009-04-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

o the emo is kicking in

sometime so bad happened this week and i sware i feel like killing myself over it

it is just so bad that it is just ya so bad

i can't even talk abt it

i can't even say much even if i wanted to

it is not i am so scared to even see * or talk to *

it is like worse then ever

i have never felt so disgusted with myself and what happened

but i don't even know what happened

ARGH!!

confused

2009-04-08T00:28:00.001+08:00

i hate my life right now

everything is not right nor wrong

what am i to do

the more i ask myself to let it be things will settle

the more i myself wanna settle it

it sucks so bad

i go out with my friends and all

but there is still something missing in my life

the more things i do

the more i feel is missing

what the hell is this feeling i want it to go away NOW!!

i feel like just bashing my head against the wall or just die so it will all go away

I HATE THIS

hey yoall

2009-03-29T20:36:00.001+08:00

alrighty then, i have still been bumming around hoping to get a job somewhere but it has not happened at all..sux to be me right now..i need cash but none..

went to out with my mates on friday for dinner..we wanted to go to bali house but when we got there..it was gone!! it was so sad to see it not there can u imagine that..

i had my class on saturday for my cake decoration so right now there r no more slots for the rest of the courses so i will have to wait or something..hmm my cake was pretty BUT mummy took the camera to hongkong so will have to wait till she gets back for the photos of it..

don came home today nth much cos everything was so rushed and everyone was in their own world

my posting

2009-03-25T20:21:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey hey

alright i know i did not post something here and the reason is my weekend was very busy. Friday i went out for lunch with uncle shaun and his two kids nicole and ian. we also met his other friend uncle peter. we went to eat sashimi and i tell u i had no idea sashimi with no rice could fill u so much. then went home to wait for mr leow to come and pick me up. ms wong also came they came in for some pie mummy made. then it was off to check into our BnB (bed and breakfast) which was mr leow’s house which he does not live in. brought shaun’s amp with us and a whole boot full of prizes and other things. then we were out till like 2 am transporting drumset to compass point and amps to pick up. it was madness. then ms wong and i went “home” to prepare for saturday’s competition

it was a long day!! but it was good raffles won, no surprise there.

sunday was about the same jsut different teams YAY st gabes won. and they won overall as well.they were a really nice sweet buncha kids their proceeds went to the yellow ribbon project as well as their needy student fund.

then came home slept till 11am. was so tired.

then have been watching my xiao nonya till today and i finished it. i will nto have to find something to do tmr.

happy birthday

2009-03-15T23:04:00.001+08:00

this week has been rather good. the holidays have started and i am just doing the things i want to do at my own pace and anything (well almost) i wanna do.

monday to wednesday 15 of us went to bintan for a short trip. it was alright, i got to drive the buggy and go jet skiing. i got bitten by some weird insect though. i also got to cook!! which is one of the things i love to do. but i did not like getting burned. any other details you wanna go go to facebook and look at my photos. ahahah.

mummy threw a surprise birthday party for me. she invited nat over for dinner as well as uncle kid. awsome. wish more of my friends could come or she could invite but she has been so busy and stuff but it was good. got to eat my chicken which now i have to make up 1 day for. then mummy, nat, uncle kid and i went to guild house to have a drink and we were talking about mummy’s past and things. quite fun to know ur mother is mad. and no wonder she does not allow me to go and have too much fun only cos she was there and did every possible thing there was to do. ahahahah. she was going to invite red plate but she did not just to be safe. o well.nothing i can do there.

thanks mummy!! and grandma and auntie rov for helping to cook. i cannot imagine if you had done the serve my friends one dish at a time thing. sheesh.

may days to come

2009-03-07T21:36:00.001+08:00

today is day 12 sigh and counting. it does not seem that long ago but yup ok it is not that long but it feels like forever.

my week has been relatively busy with things such as going to apply for my universities which mummy followed so she could hear and ask some things. then we went to look for uncle shaun for lunch we went to whampo to eat then had sashimi for tea which was really yummy at a big price.then we went to big ben’s cos max said they had the best pies there. i think the pies are alright only.

tuesday i was home waiting for the oven man to come so annoying!! he came so blardy late like at 6. i could have gone out before he came la but no i sat there the whole day waiting for him. and no matter what i told him all he kept saying was there was nothing wrong with my oven. but we are using it and our cakes do not cook. who u wanna listen to the oven or us.

wednesday, i went to school to do stuff for my even only to realise that the RM students were coming at 4 and we ended meeting at 12. what the hell. so since hogan was going home i took a ride from him to east coast to go to the AC office to return my keys and uniforms. and am now going to work on sunday. then back to sch at 4. i will not comment on the RM student’s presentation but i will say friday’s was so much better.

thursday i met sheena for a girly thursday, nad went to malaysia and kelly was working. we did our nails too and had lunch. no we had our lunch then did our nails. then paul met us cos he was going to meet sheena then i went to trim my hair and i dyed it red again for like fun cos i was upset and i just wanted to really pamper myself and do things. ahaha sheena and paul sat there and waited for me so nice of them. then shah was suppose to meet sheena and paul at 230 but never showed and called at about 6ish 7 saying he had something on.sheena wanted to buy this dress which was really pretty but did not fit her right and this other top which she was going to buy BUT when we went back it was wrong it has a thread out of it so she did not buy it in the end.

friday was the NYBC event. it was good, tiring. mr leow picked ms wong and myself up at 715 in the morning i got up at 6 just to make sure i could get up and chase mel out of the toilet she she leaves at 630 if i did not chase her i would be late.(mind you the night before i slept at 2). mr leow bought us breakfast. then event time.stall time and frustrations sigh..these people ah. then we went to compass point. then ms wong and i said we r so dead cos we live in bishan, yes by car compass point is alright to go to but it was really really far away. 20th we will be there setting up till like earliest i foresee 1am. cos we cannot start setting up till after shopping hours which is 1030 say 11 the last person leaves or what-so-ever. we r so dead. then morning 630 7 am we have to be there. say we take cab it would be about 30 mins meaning we will have only 3 – 4 hrs of sleep cos we will have last min things to do and for 3 days 2 nights DIE la. so mr leow offered his place which he has 5 mins walk from compass point which he does not live in. it is just a house he bought. good for ms wong and i i hope mummy allows. hogan will be staying at his cuz’s house which is next to compass point also. then ms wong was saying very good cos we can go off for 2 hrs say we r going to have lunch and break we can walk “home” to shower and nap for 1 1/2 hrs. that sounded so good i tell u. anyway it is up to my parents to allow.

anyway thats about my life.

o yes today i went for my course 2 class of cake decoration. royal icing is SO much EASIER to use. i love it. and i lost my tip 3 i dunno where it went to i will have to get a new one.

Post Exams and lost for there is nothing to do

2009-02-28T22:49:00.001+08:00

yes finally i have finished all my exams. although there were only 2 papers and other had like 5 gosh, i am still so glad i am done.

so after my paper yesterday gobi gave me a lift home. i still miss the old days. then changed and got ready for a night of fun filled laughter and more friends. totally was good to put myself with happy people cos it kinda made me happier but of cos there were those who had other benefits. we did not get to take a photo of everyone but of cos i have here and there so put them all together. shah was a no show not sure where he went

zouk was crowded last night. all american rejects were there and DJ dead mou5 was there. then we all got a little leg tired cos we were in like heels and weird shoe so ya. so feet hurt ahahah. it will be sneakers for me next time i do not care what my girls say anymore sneakers my fav.

so yup eileen and i went outside to sit for awhile. we were slowly joined by the rest. then time to go home for me. eileen left with sean(ah boy), i left with lynette and weihao. sean went home with black. ahaha. i hope we will get together soon again cos now that most of us r out of sch we will have other things to do. most of them will be going to army of not it will be sch for them.

love u all

TMR TMR

2009-02-26T22:54:00.001+08:00

TMR IS COMING

JUST A

FEW MORE HOURS

THEN HOLIDAY!!

i want it to end now

2009-02-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

i go for 6 cos u said u were being home wearing what u gave me i guess it just made everything worse now that "u dun care" what am i to do with it event is coming and up and everything is SO LAST MIN i cannot stand this i don't even know if the e-mails have gone out like walao!! then the rest r like so lazed abt it and i bet u in the end i will end up doing every thing on the day itself running round like a mad woman with no one at my side literally the stars what am i to do as well i dun wanna take it out but it is like u right smack there i tell u this exam is killing me it is all i have to hold but it hurts me so badly i want it to so end NOW it jsut doesn't seem right to the point it is wrong not a word from u since last night it feels so wrong each time i pick up my phone in the morning like i do every morning to see what u say but i did not have and for a moment this morning i though ok maybe late but i realised ya i will not get it again and just got out of bed not wanting to do anything today i hate how i am feeling it is totally fucked up y can’t u just wait a while longer i feel like i have let everything just go like it is no blardy nth i dun even know what the hell u wanna call it i feel so YUCKS!! i find myself doing weird things now like taking what u said then trying to go for it and figure out and now it is like msn is the only place i see u but u r not here either then friday is like paper and i so fustrated with it cos i have 1 more day and 8 more chapters i cannot just sit and do it i am having so much trouble with it and sigh all i see is nth in front of me a blank screen no word just the memories running/ ringing/ replying in my head

~~ARGH!!~~

soon!! soon!!

2009-02-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

ok ok friday is coming soon YAY!!

today sux

gone

2009-02-22T10:22:00.001+08:00

she really hates me

i have no idea why i even bother trying hard just to get her to like me when she clearly doesn’t. Everything just back fires and all she does is run to her friends to complain or rather bitch about me. this is insane. and she keeps saying that her mother does not care and all her mum does is compare, please we have all been there and u just got so lazy and give up right after someone tells u something to change urself for the better. now she has totally shut me out, changed her blog so i can’t see what she says or rather locked it so i can’t see it and blocked me for whatever reason. it is official i am not wanted by her. no matter it is only for a few more months and i will be gone never to speak to her again or see her again.

anyway, that aside, studying has been so difficult i have no idea why i have not been able to sit down for awhile to study at all. i try so hard but nothing much goes in. i just hope i can pass. i think it is because so many things have been happening which keeps me upset and thinking and stressing about it all that i just cannot concentrate. but i cannot get it out of my system and that now is study and nothing else. Hey out of my system. anyway not the point. 1 more week and i will be done with everything. then it is time to go and apply for more universities.

why?? well i am pretty sure i wanna change course cos i realised that as much as i would love to teach children at 28, i would have been working for 3 year, living with my parents, eating their food, not paying rent with no savings on a *cross my fingers* 2k salary which is not very good. so yeah. the worse part is no savings can u imagine living off ur parents at 28?? it is ok if u r studying u know ur pocket money but i would have worked 3 yrs and still living off them which is retarded. and on top of that i have to pay taxes and CPF. how?? someone help me figure this out..at this point having so many things i wanna do and love to do is not good. cos i cannot decide which to do.

today

2009-02-18T22:15:00.001+08:00

testing

i am actually now using windows live writer to update my blog. well more like trying it out to see if it works or not. today was not a very good day cos i was suppose to start studying but i did not get past the first chapter. I will sit my butt down tmr and start.

also today was suppose to be nigel’s driving test but i kinda booked wrongly for him so SORRY!! it wasn’t my fault =(

long time no post

2009-02-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

wow i am really not posting at all
i kinda keep forgetting cos i really have been so busy and trying to keep up with my social life
yes finally today is over
o wait i shall try to write a proper blog post

i kinda forgot how to write a "story" kind of post

o well back to today
finally all presentations are done
i still have 1 more report due on friday though
good news for our EIP group
we have got funding!!
yay us i just hope people actually come down and look at our event and more secondary schools participate in the competition
i also had my IBS today on fine dining it was really nothing much
o yes i must say i had alot of fun last friday
it felt so so good to get away from work for awhile just to sit have fun talk to friends
yeah
then it was back to work for me
well
i took the night off cos yeah am upset and am tired

CNY and money

2009-01-28T22:51:00.004+08:00

hey all now time to update on what has happened
chinese new year was not too bad there were some fudes as usual but nothing much
mel constantly says how i ruin her life and all and blogs abt every bad possible thing there is about me
but i guess she is still young and i will seriously start to not care anymore from now also cos of what happened again today
she has lost money once again
and the first thing she goes is jiejie has taken it to mummy
yeah ok i admit that when i was younger i took money from her and borrowed as well
but i did return it
then she told mummy that auntie said that she sees me in her room sometimes as well as take money from mummys wallet ok
in her room cos she won't share the pimple gel (which is think is damn stupid when all my facial things r in the toilet and when i buy something new i tell her she can uses
ya i may not have been the best sister but i do try to make an effort
so yes mummy is not questioning y i have so much more money then mel over cny
well my godparents give me more
i actually put in all my money and keep none
uncle henry's money is there
kongkong gave me more but told me not to tell
i drew money for the week but daddy gave me pocket money this week
how is it that my sister hates me so much
and yet i still try
go read her blog everyone
u can see how much i feel she hates me
but o well
nvm
i am going to study overseas soon so ya
she won't have me in her life anymore
ahaha
and the funny thing is she says no one cares for her when she keep doing her own thing
i ask her often enough hows sch
then all she says is y
then i tell her or ask her keep reminding her that if she has anything to tell me first even if it is bad cos then i can help her but she doesn't
of cos she got a shelling abt her results for some test and stuff but hey
not say i did not try to be a sister u know
i dunno whats with her la
i feel so sad now
my sister does not love me
i mean i have been through bad stuff before and i don't want her to suffer the same way i did
so yes i want to protect her
it is like i have to turn to her few friends who i know will tell me things to find out and my eyes around her and toa payoh and thomson to tell me things and the best part is when i ask her she says no
then i sometimes don't even tell my mum y is she like that seriously
now that she has moved blog i cannot keep myself updated on her
HOW HELP

canned food dinner

2009-01-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

ahaha
i just got home from alex's place
he and nigel cooked dinner today
of cos i tried not to butt in
so i left the house only at 8 cos knowning them they will take awhile
when i got there we had canned//packet food for dinner
good effort ahahaha
food was alright
can be better YES?!?!?!
my birthday is coming so u all can cook something for me
whee
tmr is the last day of cake decoration
will go and sign up for course 2 as well yippie

NYBC

2009-01-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

alright the event is finally launched
yippie
so happy about it
went for lessons as usual
then to LT 26
ran up and down in heels which then caused my feet to hurt so badly
but it was ok
my computer went crazy but now it is fixed
then i got a ride home from mr liang cos he was also dropping ms wong off
so nice of them to rememeber me
so touched
=)
now am like so tired and it is only 930
it is so retarded la i want to watch american idol later as well as some other show which i forgot the title when i go down then i will figure it out
ahahahah

happy birthday

2009-01-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

HEY ALL

well

yesterday went to kovan then eileen's birthday celebration

see her cake

today was a really long day i tell u

it is so difficult to get mummy to tell me her plans properly

then when it is time to leave she says lets go then i still dunno the plan

so dumb

then i ask her to send me to kovan which is so near to ubi she dunno

walao

anyway

went for class and dinner to celebrate her birthday

and happy birthday to u phelan too

a week long

2009-01-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

hey ho hey ho
it is me again after a week
well nothing much has been happening
back ot work load after work load
decided to rest today and bake and decorate
so happy about it
so yeah
i wanna do it forever and not study
ahahahah

it is so boring

2009-01-08T11:07:00.001+08:00

i am in class now
there is no teacher
we r waiting for presentation to start
so for the past hour nothing has happened
i want to go and eat now
so hungry

it is not fair

2009-01-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

people let me tell u this
when your parents say they love all their children equally i tell u they r lying
this is a personal encounter and i tell u it has been going on for a long time and till today i still try to remain calm and act like nothing has happen
as the older one i was a dummy for alot of things such as mobile phones to courses to take
here is an example

1. i had to beg to get my phone on weekends and without fail my parents will always ask for it back on sunday night i hardly messaged people cos there at that point in time we usually called our friends over the land line, i only got a prepaid card in sec 2 by the way i also got a $18 card once every 3 months so if i used any more then that i either go get one myself or just wait till i got another i sometimes even had to wait 2 weeks to get a card cos they did not feel like getting it. i now have a sister she gets her phone and constantly messages non stop, she gets a $28 top up which gives her $128 value and on top of that daddy gets it for her and delivers it to her while we r working on the same day fair or not fair??

2. i needed a table cos i did not have one to study on and i mentioned it to mummy, but instead my sister again gets a table which apprently my mum went to look at it 3 times before deciding to buy it and guess what my sister never uses the table she studies in front of the computer or downstairs and the table i just for her to put more and more and more things do u know what i got a cupboard mummy bought and had no where else to put it great isn't it let me tell u this too, i took the foldable table cos ya it was the only option i had but now guess what mummy took it back cos she needed it for something else which by the way is not sitting in my helper's room for the longest time and the old computer table is rusty cracking and all yet i still took it even when it was too small for me. fair or not fair??

3. i work my ass off cos i know my parents dun buy me things when i come home with new things they always ask how come i hve money to go shopping and guess what all my sister has to do is open her mouth and my parents buy things for her. fair or not fair??

4. she gets money to go and do her own shopping i have to live with that ever i am given and buy my own things thats y i keep working just to get extra cash and now i will say this i work without telling sometimes cos i am in desperate need for money when i asked u for a little more to cover something mum u make hell alot of noise about it so many times i have not asked you for money cos i can manage but when i ask u its only cos i really do not have and u sometimes make it so difficult cos u grumble about it and i have to keep asking u a few time cos u forget or too busy and the more i ask u the more u shout and scold me abt it. fair or not fair??

5. i wanted to go to australia to study right after Os but the thought was never brought up cos my parents never seemed interested i wanted to go but in the end decided to apply for poly cos it seemed parctical which then i wanted to do early childhood but of cos mummy said to go something else which i stupidly listened again and applied for business but guess what 2 hours later she says to go JC feeling so upset already i applied for JC just to make her happy and it is the truth just to make her happy and then she called me stupid again so yeah i reapplied for poly which i hated and wanted to drop out which of cos i could not do and was forced to finish my 3 yrs guess what she said to me today she wants me to go to perth or sydney just so that my sister can follow and not i know y they rather me start next yr cos my sister can follow it is so stupid it is not like she is going to help me i will be the one cooking for her everyday washing the clothes cleaning the house my sister is USELESS she cannot do anything. fair or not fair??

6. i really do not know which university to apply for and asked my mum twice to go down with me to apply at the end of the day after what i have applied for she hates it she does not want me to go she even tried to bribe me out of going by offering to buy me a car cos it is cheaper WHAT can u believe it i was so shocked that till today i have not shown how angry i am at her for that

7. i told daddy that auntie polly's brother is in goldcoast and u know what he said to me dun bother other people and is it not like u r close to them or anything well let me ask u am i close to uncle leslie and auntie sian who r in stdney NO, am i close to uncle henry and auntie sharon who r in perth NO so y r u telling me that u dun want to trouble people plz give me a brake this is just a point of contact just in case and i do not need anyone when i go there i can take care of myself just like how i have been cos no one likes to listne to me

u see people my parents LIE
my parents dun want to hear any of my probems i have
they dun even realise i have a problem
when i tell them i have a problem they come and say they have a problem
i sick and tired of all these
ARGH

happy new year

2009-01-01T22:23:00.001+08:00

hi hi
ok i know i have not been updating but i have been busy with christmas and all
and uncle henry and william r stayingover at my place cos they r visiting
so ya
have been bring them round and helping daddy and mummy cos they r getting old
anyway
sch does not start tmr
yay

2008-12-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

hi all

well lets see my long week

we have been doing so many things

thursday we went o no where stayed home and did christmas cards i believe

then friday was carolling it was alright only

then i had christmas party at my place nat, mo, andre came

nigel came too and helped us alot

nicolle and jay also came

choir came

and a few more

sunday was sleepy cos of my party the night before so was tired then we had carolling again at night

during the day i tried to sleep but couldn't

daddy played these 3 CDs over and over and over again so i kept hearing the same songs and i thought i was going crazy and even asked myself was i dreaming what i was dreaming that i was dreaming that i heard the songs

i think i was dreaming but i can tell u i was not

seriously

so yes i went to work today

then mummy came home early and i borrowed the car to drive it to church

and dive back home cos we were out carolling till quite late so needed transport back

i didn't wanna pay cos cab cos i have no money and not in a spending mood

or rather i want to buy more new things for myself such as clothes

muaahahaha

so i dropped aaron, gretch and lauw cos they were on the way home and i dropped alex and andrea cos their dad usually gives mel and i a ride home

anyway

going ot bed now

goodS nightS

AEOC

2008-12-17T13:01:00.002+08:00

well was too busy to blog

but right now am free so i wil rant here

AEOC was real good

but after hearing the recording the sops were real soft

but we sound like the same as in 1 person only was singing o well

we blended ahahaha

thats a first

anyway

monday was spent at home making christmas cards which i have yet to send out

which i have not

tuesday was yeah nothing much

and i still need to go christmas shopping

i have not had a proper shopping day

in a long time

anyway

mummy will be on leave tmr means we will be out buying things for the party on saturday

and friday buying things also

right now am watching 90210 i actually like the old one better

anyway..

carolling now we go

2008-12-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

wow so fast

we have finished putting things up in the attic and it looks good

espicially the banner when it is hoisted up

SO NICE

now i cannot wait for saturday

all please come

massive construction

2008-12-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

well the week has been so busy for me

sch well only 1 day had to go all the way down just to submit 1 assignment

doesn't the sch know that we have to save paper and we should not print our assginaments out

anyway

have been banner painting

thanks to nigel's dad we finished it today

so tmr we will hunt for christmas stuff around church to put up in the attic

we must make it ever so pretty looking

*smilez*

yup

so now i have to sleep

am very tired

baby u can drive my car

2008-12-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

so exciting so exciting

i got to drive again today

i went to the supermarket to get things with auntie phil so i drove there and back

then went to pick ash from science camp

then to church

mel is my 3rd passenger

i shall count

then went to church to decorate the gifts and paint the banner

my monday

2008-12-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

well then

well last night i got home like at 11ish cos we went for this 80 yr old grand aunt's brithday

i never felt so sad during a birthday before

the GOH table had 6 missing people

how shitty can that be

i dun even want to talk abt it

i just felt so sorry//bad and no one called to ask where they were or anything

sigh

well

today i got to drive once again

i do not get y daddy or mummy does not trust me

i mean my uncle told me to follow his car so that he can let me drive

well

aunite phil asked me to go pick ash of cos with her in the car i drove to pick him up

but ah..

i really think now after passing

i dun even get to drive

what for?!?!

tomorrow will be a long day i gotta go paint the banner in church

it is huge i tell u

and i was given specific instructions not to show//tell people abt it

so i cannot upload photos

so sad

and my pretty gifts i think they look real nice

just that well

they r not done yet

it takes a while for the thing to dry

and the glue comes out thick and not thin so ya

i have to make do

tmr i need to bring glue gun to play with it well figure out how to stick things la and if it will work

it is only 10 right now

i will go facebook

sing sing sing

2008-12-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

hi all

i have been so busy rushing projects and stuff

that now finally holidays r here

yay

ok am tired

night night

today is wednesday

2008-11-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday we met up with royston after a long while

mel and i had like a warm chocoalte cake each and a hot chocolate and a chocolate cold

yummy yummy

then we talked then mel played with the cockroach

then royston took it to scare his boss and the chef

it was quite funny

then nigel came

so we all went to church

i totally spaced the design

i put it into my file so i would bring it

but i forgot to bring my file

how nice of me right

of cos nigel made a big fuss about it

not exactly sure y

but yes he did

so yeah

we did the gifts instead

then carolling

then home

mel was crying she was pretty shaken by the incident about her friend getting hit

sigh

o well

now they know not to play so much

well today was a relatively good day

i got up a little late to rushed to sch

met royston on the bus on the way to sch and showed him the article abt the 3 girls getting hit

mel's friends

then i had my lesson

i think i am all ready to kick someone

as in seriously kick

then to the canteen to look for the clique i found weihao then called nad

butthey were in the library so went there to look for them

they were watching greese

so funny

see this bunch of 8 of us there bobbing to the song and doing some of the moves

so funny

now they intend to do that on friday when we go out

ahahaha

i hope weihao brings light sticks

ahahaha

o well i need to go back to making my christmas cards not

i manage to finish all my projects today

YES

i have my weekend!!

happy happy me

a post after a week

2008-11-24T11:37:00.002+08:00

hi all

it has been a week since i last blogged

alot has happend and i am kinda lazy to type it all

basically everyday i had something on from project to meetings to forum toeverything else possible

my weekend wa alright

am so tired right now i tell u

i will blog later

right now i have to get back to doing my project

song

2008-11-17T22:41:00.001+08:00

The Distance - Oliver James

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to gray
At least that’s how it feels to me
Whenever you’re away

I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you’re coming back

(chorus)
I can’t take the distance
I can’t take the miles
I can’t take the time until I next see you smile
I can’t take the distance
And I’m not ashamed
That with every breath I take I’m calling your name
I can’t take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you’re close to me
But it ain’t close enough
Not nearly close enough

(chorus)
I can’t take the distance
I can’t take the miles
I can’t take the time until I next see you smile
I can’t take the distance
And I’m not ashamed
That with every breath I take I’m calling your name

I’d breathe fire and I’d be free
To be by your side, I’d do anything
I can’t take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That’s how much you mean to me

(chorus)
I can’t take the distance
I can’t take these miles
I can’t take the time until I next see you smile
I can’t take the distance
And I’m not ashamed
That with every breath I take I’m calling your name
I can’t take the distance

my monday

2008-11-17T20:29:00.004+08:00

i got a call this morning from school to tell me that there is no class today cos my teacher is sick
the lady was so nice to call cos we only has a 2 - 4 lesson
so yeah told the class
well told some and the rest to pass the message

o yes
yesterday was milli's 1 yr ani
yippie
she said and her blog said they went for a picnic
the last time i went for a picnic was with her
back in sec 3, 4 years ago
o my thats long
i still remember we went with shaun, mandi, lauw, mao, nigel i believe thats all
i wonder when is she going to get married
in 2015 together with mandi??
ahahaha
that will be so cool

anyway
so yes i spent my whole day at home
initially was doing my IBS then i finished
then i felt like baking cos i saw all the cupcake photos
so pretty
i tried to search for online tests for EPM but i cannot find anything at all
i was suppose to look for some personality test thing but there is not one that u can find properly
or one that can help with our project
this is so annoying
i somehow thing the idea they want till not work properly
but o well i'll just roll with it for now
what else
so yup basically spent my day at home
it was a good relaxed day
but with so many things on my mind it is gonna kill me sooner or later

sunday monday happy day

2008-11-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

hi all

right today was a very busy day

i have been thinking about the number of things i have to do and it is killing me

i mean things besides project

i mean things like going shopping for christmas presents

having find money to buy the presents

then there is gifts for house to house

banner to pain

attic (church) to clean and decorate for An Evening of Carols

new camera to buy

well i hope ot get one for my christmas present but to get it before christmas to as to take pictures of the joys of christmas

so sad

i don't think i can

but so exciting

so many things to do

stress level high

ahahaha

but of cos i will have alot of fun i hope

anyway

gonne look for something to do now cos am very bored

kids party

2008-11-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

today

yes i went to sch at 9am in the morning

for my PPP lesson

initially it was very boring cos the part he was covering i already knew and everything has in the book

so yeah and of cos i had no friend in my class

so during break i switched to the other class where ismail and hogan were so we hung out there

and the teacher was really fun as well

then i came home had lunch

then showered nigel came over to help me with my school work cos i didn't have much clue how to do it

basically i needed a guide

and some photoshop thing

yea got it all done

then went to uncle shuan's mum's place for dinner

SO MANY KIDS

wa..

so cute

so many

so played with 1

then another

well now am home need to get my music things done then going to sleep

1 2 3 4 5

2008-11-14T23:00:00.003+08:00

hey ho hey ho

alright thursday

i went to sch as usual

was real early for my lesson

8am mind you

then ended and took a cab home cos it was raining so heavily

was suppose to go to cheeky to look for royston cos he was working there

mel was suppose to go with me but he went to ttsh to get her jab

then i don't know y she came home then went to j8 then wanted to meet me but she otld me she did not want to go anymore

sheesh

she really needs to plan properly next time i tell u

so yes

i decided to bake

baked chocolate chocolate chip cupcakes

wanted to make chocolate buttercream for it but i felt it would have killed it

so i made lemon butter cream instead

wanted to make orange but i didn't have orange

yup

then i went for my driving lesson

then home for dinner then to church for caroling practise

yes that was yesterday

today i went to sch at 1 had to meet nadia to give her a cupcake

gobi too

o yes

and weihao became one of my gunie pigs too

guan and asri were too far away at 46 while i was at 72 so yeah i did not meet them

so gave the remaining cupcakes to ash, ku and shorty

we went out for dinner with grandma

am so full right now

well i need to turn in tmr i have to go to sch at 9

well be there at 9 for PPP lesson

tired

2008-11-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

i will blog tmr

today is wednesday

2008-11-12T20:04:00.003+08:00

hi am back home

have been home since 1 plus

i was lazy and it was pouring so i took a cab home

sigh $10 just flew out of my pocket

after my tutorial which my previous entry i posted

was me during lesson well

ya my teacher stepped out for awhile

yup

so after my lesson i was walking out of sch when i saw manda, kelly and guy i cannot remember his name or i dun think anyone told me but ya i saw him last friday with them as well

o well

i remember the other girl i think it is o..ok i don't i know it is chinese name huixian no..

hmm

yup then they toldme nadia was at the smoking area

with gobi and shah so i went there to see them

we talked for awhile

then it was home for me

i felt like baking just now

but i had to do my work and i forgot about it

maybe i will do it tomorrow when i come home early from sch

but then again i have driving later at 430

i may not have the time for it

o well

friday then

maybe

ahahaha

then i will bring it to sch on saturday

o wait the rest of them r in the afternoon slot

nvm i will make something for mummy to bring for her party

maybe ah maybe

or mummy bakes and i just decorate

ahahahaha

we'll see

i am so so excited for my decoration class

i wanna start practising now!!

hmmm

sounds like a good idea

can people please volunteer to be my guinie pigs plz plz plz

and i also have this book on chocolates

i so wanna try

maybe i will make for chirstmas thingy

ahahahah

so exciting

i wish i had all the money in the world

o ya

was talking about dreams well jon asked me

so i said i want to live on a farm with all the animals possible espicially dogs, horses, sheep i also want to have all the baking equiptment

from the mixer and all the various beaters

all the pots and pans EVERYTHING

wow

ok i think by then i will be broke

ahahahah

milli:

well, it is me..i hardly drink water now i have to force myself..must make my face spots all go away!!

mandi:

do u know i do not know what ur favourite colour is..i know milli's is pink and like opposite of pink is blue so i always put anything related to u in blue..any not the point go start to learn driving..but make sure lauw does not ask u to pick him..ahahaha

bake it myself

2008-11-12T11:48:00.002+08:00

well yesterday was tuesday

what did i do

o yes

i went to sc really early i reached at 830 when lesson was going to start at 9

we has this guest speaker from AIA

then i had our meeting for our EP project

o man there is so many more things to do

alright shall not put details about it here cos no one is suppose to know anything yet

right

then i went dow nto ICA building to get my passport

man there was so many people

but i only waited like 45 mins so it was not that bad

then went down to mummy's office to meet her

we went to BIY (bake it yourself) to sign up for the cake decoration course

but but

my class is only in Feb o man

it is so long more

then home

and carolling parctise

yup

thats about all that happened

o yes

and i drank 1 bottle of water yesterday

it is a great achivement for me

of days to come

2008-11-10T20:15:00.001+08:00

early in the morning u get a call from your teacher to ask u to do something for him

of cos i say yes

then told zhen only like an hr before the thing

so yesh

sorry girl

so ya i went to sch for my tutorial and then helped mr leow for his thing

share my experience in vietnam

well

alright then

then i came home after it

so yup

that was my day

nothing exciting at all

i wish it was

hot hot hot

2008-11-09T20:54:00.003+08:00

he actually asked me to go sentosa to swim, suntan and have a picnic

er..

no thank u

y is it i keep havingto repeat the reasons

1. when i go to sentosa i go with a group of people

2. u r only asking me cos i brought it up and u see others going ever so often

the days r getting very very much hotter!!

but then it will rain which sux

anyway

nothing much has happened over the weekend

nothing at all actually just that on saturday i was suppose to go sign up for my cake decoration calss thing

but of cos mummy decided to not be free and we did not go in the end

then we went for uncle kc's kid's 1st birthday

his kid was really cute and ya of cos screaming kids and kids bursting balloons and laughing

so naughty

then came home

helped to make the triffle

honestly it was reall a rubbish dessert

we put like my left over brownies, jello, whipping cream, apples, chocolate whipping cream, and like a couple more stuff

really it was a rubbish cake

then we went for our chanleeteochia dinner

which of cos is getting a little boring already

it is weird how people can complain about their felings but there is still no progress

so anyway

then went home and off to church for sunday

so yes

it was church, mass, choir practise, carolling practise

then i came home

did nothing again

mummy went for her baking class

dunno what for when i am suppose to go for my cake decoration class

quite dumb

so yeah

now i am here

after dinner

not doing anything

so exciting right my life

i hate days like this

2008-11-08T00:13:00.003+08:00

sigh

life can only get so good i tell u

well i sent in my applications this week

now all i can do is wait

i hope my project goes well

i really need these 8 credits

o boy so stressed

mandi:

for ur case..like u said we r ment to be driven..ahahaha..but i still cannot believe chris got 20 points for free and i did not..it is not fair at all seriously

of days

2008-11-07T13:15:00.002+08:00

well i had driving today

first time in 2 weeks

wow

so long

ok zhi wei is irritating me cos he is looking at whatever i tpye here

GO AWAY

alright

back to driving

i tell u

there were 2 L plate people in front of me just now and they were driving really slowly

like real cows walking

so i waited for them to change lane then move in front then cut in again

ahahaha

ok now am in sch

well i came i saw manda and kelly there

not small kelly

the other one

ahaha

anyway then hung out with them for a while then was in the canteen where i saw sebastian and helped him with his e-mail

then ow am at my meeting talking about NYBC (national youth business challenge)

this is for all secondary sch students

will talk about it when the thing is up

carolling carolling now we go

2008-11-06T23:25:00.003+08:00

sigh
i dun feel anything to do with christmas

usually by now i will be all hyped up for it but i do not feel anything for it at all

life is beginning to be so sad

anyway that is not the sad thing part blah blah

ok ok

happy life

well

today there was suppose to be online discussion

turns out there was not just for us to post our comments but somehow i couldn't

and till not i cannot post my work so ya

i don't know what to do

then i went to immigration building to do my passport

can u imagine the number of people the serve a day

well ok looking at the number of people there

can u think abt serving that number of people every day

wow

even when singapore has 4 million people i divide by 261(u take out saturday and sundays but u don't count public holidays)

u are serving more than 15325 people a day

i will so die

anyway

then i went to town

watched 2 movies today after a very full sushi buffet lunch

i watched coffin and 007

it was alright

the coffin would have been a very good show if the bunch of screaming girls did not watch it

they screamed at every possible part ok not possible

they scream every 5 mins

it made the show not nice at all

anyway

then went to j8 to buy my shampoo and conditioner o man big blow

i know buying the big bottles r more economical but in total it was $103 or more i cannot remember heartache

o ya not to mention my passport cost $70

then we went for caroling parct

and chris passed his driving

lucky him

he had 20 points free count

y couldn't i have 20 points free count

then i too would have passed

so not fair

i tell u they rather males drivers on the road then females so not fair

i will pass the next time round i am starting to be dead broke already so i have to pass

alright

it is time to turn in i am so tired have not been sleeping well cos some issues have been troubling me

constantly troubling me

i really do not get y u keep having to bring up money issues

we r out stop it

next time dun ask me out if u wanna be calculative

please

when was the last time i went out with u

it is not as though i have forced u to buy me so many things and pay for everything

argh

i am beginning to hate going on dates already

i hate this

2008-11-06T08:27:00.003+08:00

my long hectic week which i am so irritated about
it is like i am so sick of it
argh
tuesday
well school went as normal as it possibly can
nothing much has happened
maybe cos i am just so pissed off with the whole damn thing
yesterday went down to apply for uni
took so so long that i was more then an hr late to meet nat
sorry babe
so we did our nails which by the way mine r not pink
a colour i so do not like
then went back to her place for dinner
then home
nothing much
we were suppose to go to double O
but cass plans changed

yuckies

2008-11-03T11:12:00.002+08:00

ok i jsut got back from penang last night and i did not blog cos i was ever so sick

i hate penang

well actually if u ever wanna go malaysia do not go with ur parents

they choose and do everything for u

i mean when u go to places like these go to the beach and have fun

but no my parents rather walk in a shopping centre

even at the night market it was boring cos they kept walking and not allow u to look at things which were nice and for u to consider buying

so yes

but we ended up spending RM 540 odd at FOS

retarded but yes

we were like per item damn cheap

but honestly i did not realised we took SO MANY items

i bought like ok alot of things wich i cannot remember right now

but ya

i bought hell alot of things

well

this week is going to be a very busy week

i have assignment due tomorrow which i have not started die

then daddy's birthday is today and will have to come home early to bake cos i am too lazy to spend money to buy things

then i gotta apply for uni

o man

apply for uni

it sounds so wa

shit

i am getting old

the long week

2008-10-31T00:03:00.002+08:00

well this week has been very very busy

with school

projects

and other things to do

gosh

i never felt like there was never anytime in the world till now

usually u just feel rushed but now i feel like there is totally no time at all

today i went dow to IDP

man there are so many options i have no idea which to go for

as in seriously no idea what so ever

it is really time to start thinking

i think by next thursday i have to settle it

sigh so many things to do

so little time ok ok i have to go and think about it

i have a few options

shall narrow them down once i figure it out

then i went for take on nsw

gosh..i dun have to even think about it

the trip

2008-10-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey

am back from my 3 day trip to malacca

xx. friday .xx

now lets see

i got up at 6 am

yup then we went to church got there about 650 so waited for everyone to come

then up the bus we go on to malacca

got there about 145 2pm there about

then had lunch then time to get ready for church and we had a little pract before that

then we went out for dinner

then back to hotel again

then sleep

xx. saturday - sunday .xx

we got up

had our morning session

then we went for church again

can u imagine twice in 2 days

mon has become holy for the week

then we went for lunch

annoying u know

people sometimes do things to spite u then u get hell cos others only know half the story

anyway

then back to the meeting room

then out for dinner

watched eagle eye though i watchedkit already one had no choice but to do so

then got back to the hotel at like 130am

then i wondered around till like 5 then i slept

got up at 630 cos iddie woke me up for the key or something like that

then so many phones rang to wake us up but we all could not

then finally i got up at like 810 waited for the rest but ya

of cos no one waits for u

nigel even went down to eat but ya i wated till 9 only to find out he went down so i went to the meeting room sraight

then session

then we had some free time

i mamaged to get my watched fixed

yaya so happy

then time for pack lunch and home

we slept ALL THE WAY

then home

home sweet home

another fail

2008-10-23T19:26:00.001+08:00

ok i failed my driving

my friend is being a pain

and i wanna run away

fel's cupcakes

2008-10-23T10:37:00.002+08:00

hi all

please go see fel's pretty cupcakes

i so love her

*hinthint fel*

please see below

http://muffinsareuglycupcakes.wordpress.com/

anyway

right now i am at lesson

WISP again

it is so boring and i am just looking at her and typing without looking

now she is talking about muslims and malays and y they cannot touch dog and such

and if it racist and all

and there is only 1 malay student here

and i already think she is being racist

anyway

she is still boring

yada yada yada

boring

right now vallence is on my left playing some weird fighting bloody skeletony game

zhen is on my left she came latenow looing at my screen to see what i am typing

hi zhen

she is also stoning and not paying attenting just staring into blank space

o yes helloween is next week but i do not get to go for it cos i will not be around

first time in 19 yrs i wanna go for it but i do not get to go only cos mummy wants us to go for a holiday

oh well

maybe it is time for us to go for a holiday too

o last night i was talking to uncle henry about Unis

so yeah

now all i have to do is apply for them

what else shall i talk about

o yes

my driving test which is later

am scared for it

ok i shall not talk about it now cos it will make me feel sick only

last night and well for awhile now

someone has been irritating me alot

i don't know what to do about it

and all i can do is tell the person about it

but it does not seem to get into the nugget of the person

y ah

so annoying

anyway

alright i shall

go find something else to do

take a bow

2008-10-22T21:22:00.002+08:00

hello hello

ok i am really really irritated with my computer cos it is all crazy

but i wil try to be nice to it so it will be nice back to me

what a joke but yes

anyway

jon is leaving tmr morning!!

like 9 weeks late so sad

but i am sad cos he is leaving for 6 months

many misses

but no kisses =P

so anyway

nothing much happened in sch today just the nornal things

classes and lecture

yup then met jon for lunch we joined zhen and vallence

hmm

what else

o it rained today and it is still raining

hmm

whatelse shall i blog about

i don't think there is anything to blog about

o ya did i mention on monday i talked to hakim

but like at 630 am in the morning

i forgot to turn off my comm then i just saw his message then talked to him for like 30 mins cos i had to go to sch

it was like 1130pm for him or something like that

but he never sleeps

i think people need sleep but not 12hrs worth cos i think sleep is a waste of time

ahahaha

i found hakim, youssef and imane who thinks the same

just sleep enough only

i still remember yassine

he sleeps anywhere

gets up for 15 mins to eat and sleeps again

crazy boy

anyway

ya i have nothing more to rant about

maybe i should like get people to post topis for me to talk about and give me biased views on it

there is something wrong

2008-10-21T23:00:00.002+08:00

ok i cannot let go of my blog and this layout
i love this layout the best
ahahaha
well
right now i cannot scroll down it is weird
i think there is something wrong with my laptop and it is time to change to a new one
i really think it is time
but sigh
who would like to sponsor me a new one??
i dun mind a fujitsu or a lenovo or some thing that is lasting and ya is not heavy
alright it si getting late
gonna sleep now

2008-10-20T22:06:00.005+08:00

1 ) The last person who tagged you is:
Nat

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is:
best friends

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is:
by impression do u mean first impression?cos if it is i cannot remember cos i met her 12 years ago

4) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you:
stand by me when i was boycotted

5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you:
ah fuck care la

6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will:
know that it will be weird but will still love her all the same

7 ) If he / she becomes your lover,the thing he / she has to improve on will be:
knowing that she has to study and not be lazy

8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be:
god must be crazy

9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is:
drive her around cos she has been sending me home each time we meet

10 ) your overall impression on him / her is:
what's not to love

11 ) how you think people around you feel about you:
on first impression not so good =)

12 ) the character you love about yourself is:
if u don't be nice to me u will so get it a million times worse (barney this is for u)

13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is:
i like to keep my feelings inside (would this be a character or personality)

14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is:
me

15 ) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) nigel
2) nat
3) hakim
4) zhen
5) youssef
6) mel
7) yassine
8) milli
9) shuan
10) nadia

16 ) who is no.6 having a relationship with?
i pray it is no one

17) is no.9 a male or a female?
male

18 ) if no.7 and no.10 are together , will it be a good thing?
HELL NO

19 ) how about no.8 and 5 ?
NO NO NO NO NO

20 ) what is no.2 studying about?
she is currently not studying she is doing ad hoc work

21 ) when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
chat oh gosh i think it would be, saturday the 11th of october 2008

22 ) what music band does no.8 like?
almost anything but i think she likes rock the best

23 ) Does no.1 have any siblings?
yes he does, 1 older sister by the name of nicolle and a younger brother by the name of nathan

24 ) will you woo no.3 ?
no thank u, i strongly guys should woo the girl not the other way around. a girl can fancy/ have an interest in a guy but never woo

25 ) how bout no.7?
read answer 24

27 ) whats the surname of no.5?
i believe it is rahmoun (thanks to the help of facebook)

28 ) whats the hobby of no.4?
that's easy, sleeping

29 ) do no.5 and 9 get along?
they do not know each other but i strongly believe they would

30 ) where is no.2 studying at?
i told u she is not studying anywhere, but she wants to go to SIM

31 ) talk something casually about no.1?
something?? (says it in a very casual way)

32 ) have you tried to develop feelings for no.8?
girl on girl, no way. does trying to feel what she has gone through count as develop feelings? ok that was a stupid question

33 ) where does no.9 live at?
thomson

34 ) what colour does no.4 like?
that's easy, green

35 ) are no.1 and 5 best friends?
HA HA..nope..put them together and i believe they will be out to kill each other, actually, i think it will be alright but knowing no.1, he will rather not know anyone

36 ) does no.7 like no.2?
nope, they have never met

37 ) how do you get to know no.2?
from school, 12 years ago

38 ) does no.1 have any pets?
yes, he used to have a dog and a cat, then it became a dog and 4 cats, then a dog and a cat, then a dog and 4 cats, then a dog and a cat, then a cat, now a new cat detailed enough for u?

39 ) is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
nope..but he likes to act like one..ahaha..sorry yassine and i am sure u will agree with me

i met my best friend and her sister

2008-10-20T21:24:00.002+08:00

hello hello
well nothing much happened today
i went to dr yek this morning to do chemical peel again
and i hate it cos it STINGS
anyway
then i was bored and had nothing to do for like till 2 and it was 11 well sch started at 2
so..
seeing square 2 had level 1 i decided to walk it but at 11 nothing was opened and it looked boring
so i don't know y i just decided to go to j8 and paint my nails
and now that r electric blue
well it bottle said witch blue
which i still think is quite cool
never have i seen myself with painted nails and going to sch
so ya i went to sch
i don't know what was the fucking bus problem
i got up the bust at the interchange at 1245 so i though i will reach sch by about 130
BUT
i got there at 115
fuck man damn early
so i walked around
jonathan messaged me
then i called nadia to see if she wanted to have lunch
then i found the ras twins
so sat with them for abit
then jonathan came and the first thing he said was my nails and said it was weird only cos he has never seen my nails painted before
and not they r blue
which was cool but ya they r painted
weird
then i went to class
while waiting for class with jonathan
nadia came
wow
then i went for class jonathan went off
then i saw nat online so i talked to her
only to find out she was at SIM waiting for cass
so i said i will go over and look for her after my lesson
and we ended up going town to shop
i bought a new check check shirt
so happy
i think i found a new make me happy thing
besides chocolates (which u cannot count cos nearly all sweets or desserts make me happy) and hugo boss
ahahahaha
*clap hands*
so i wanted to buy so many more things but ya
as i walked around i figured going to bugis would be better
which i so wanna go still
o and according to nat and cass
i should not fix my old watched cos it is cheaper to buy new ones cos they only cost $5
which i think they do have a point
but i like everyone of my old watches thats y i bought them
=(
sigh
i just want to fix them
so sad so sad
anyway
i just took out money from my bank today
i nearly died when i saw the balance
i could cry
just cry
nvm
i took out enough for the rest of the week which inclues driving and all that shit
so i hope it does not go any lower cos i will cry more
and means i will have to starve for the rest of the year
ahaha
ya kinda starve for the rest of the year
o well
nvm
i am looking forward to the weekend

my weekend

2008-10-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

hi there everyone
ok basically it is just me ranting as usual
am not even sure who actually comes here and reads my posts
ahhaha
ok i seriously do not know what to blog
o yes i know

xx. saturday .xx
yes it was the weekend and i really did not do much
i did not get up to go to the market cos i did not sleep till like 230 in the morning
but i got up at like freaking 645 but i just stayed in bed
i think i slept but then again am not sure
i only know i got out of bed at 830
ya something like that
then i went down made my breakfast and all
watched tv
then went for novena with grandma and mummy to get my table and cupboard
obviously we had to fight and big drama
so i did not manage to get my cupboard cos there was no stock of the colour i wanted
so my table too has to wait eventhough they have it
then went home
did nothing
ya
i seriously don't remember doing anything
i wanted to use my laptop but i was too lazy then
yup i cannot remember
so being home alone on a saturday was sucha drag
david asked me out but i didn't want to go
milli and i together with andre and mo were suppose to go for dessert but we were too lazy too
well andre was dinnering with his friends and mo went to zul's so ya
milli and i said that gravity held us down while i said our butts
so yea
i watched ratatulie (how ever u spell it) by myself
at home in my room with air con
yup sad case of being alone man

xx. sunday .xx
sunday sunday sunday
nothing special at all
went for mass as always then carolling practise and of cos next week we r going to malacca
whooppie (saying this is a not very excited way)
am actually bored with it
but i will go only cos it is choir and to get away from home
then came home i tried to watch indiana jones and erm..ok the 1st one but i kinda fell asleep 20mins into the show
so i put it on pause and went to sleep till like 5ish
then went down was suppose to decorate the cake but mummy went to do it so i couldn't be bothered
went back up wot watch the show
then nigel came for dinner cos mummy invited him and we has steam boat with hot plate
then we talked for awhile
and ya
baically we have come to a conclusion that
mon will work for any amount of money even if it is so little as long as she enjoys herself and she will work to her bone
which is kinda bad
cos people take advantage of her
and that includes almos everyone
ahahhaa

alright i think i am done blogging here
maybe see u tmr or something when i am too bored with my lesson

of birthday celebrations

2008-10-18T00:32:00.004+08:00

happy belated birthday fel

ahahh

well today well last night i baked the caked

sorry i had to make u all gunie pigs

anyway went to sch at 2 ish

i was late by 30 mins in meetin jon cos of the freaking rain which decided to start at 1235 and did not stop

so i met him at 1358 passed him to keep the cake for me

then i went to sch for my lecture

which was very boring cos the lecturer is really boring and u can hardly understand what she is talking about

so we then ended early at 330

so i went to the canteen

i tried to call shawn but his phone was off or i couldn't get through so i decided to wait awhile first

then i saw sebastian
so sat there with him for awhile

then fel, weng yang, shawn and friend came

then friend dissappeared and huixian came

then we went to jon's house first while weng yang and kel went to weng yang's house cos kel needed to punch another hole in her belt

then we tried to call manda and all then time to leave

it was so difficult to find the place but we managed to

then we waited a whole houre for fel and dan to come

and fel was surprised

yay!!

then we all ate and stuff

happy happy
picture picture

the girls (waitresses)there were really really nice

then we went for a walk but to where

G thingy

the reverse bungy and the other falling thing

fel and dan went up

well

dan made fel do it

she was so scared but she did it

so proud of her

love love

i need a phone call

2008-10-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

well
today in sch was alright
IS is damn boring
well
it is the first lesson only so i hope it gets better
anyway
ok wait i need to check on the cake for tomorrow

looks good
but of cos i have to decorate it first
which i will do tomorrow once it cools
i took a photo of it just now to see how it looks like before
when i am done with it will show u the after
ahahah
well i just removed the whole lot of links from my link page
cos ya people have changed their blogs and all but now am too lazy to go and type it in

well
i have come to realise that there are alot alot alot of things that u have to let go in life
people, feelings, items etc
but y is it u can never forget about it
it still puzzles me
most of the things we choose to forget we will always remember it
but the things we don't want to forget gets forgotten
which makes everything more sad
and sucky
bleh

well
tomorrow i have a dinner with the whole bunch
kelly, manda, fel, weng yang, dan, jon, shawn and hui xian
yup oli can't make it i think not sure
thats us
can u imagine we started with kel, manda, fel, jon, shawn, oli and i
we have grown!!
ok that was lame
i think i am just looking forward to seeing them and hanging out with them
camera!!
anyway

now i gotta think what to do for the cake

many posts

2008-10-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

wow
i have been quite consistant in updating my blog
thats only cos right now i am really free
and i mean really really free
well
tomorrow there is IS
8am in the morning which i so have no idea how i will get up for but i will force myself to so that my day will end early
o yes not to mention driving and meetings after that as well
anyway
gotta go turn in now
early day tomorrow
which now i am not sure how i am going to sleep cos i don't usually sleep this early
but o well
nightie night to all

back to sch again

2008-10-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

ok it is only 4 more months of studying
yes 4 more months
1 paper for common test and 2 papers for exams
but a hell heavy load for projects
one can only pretend
hmm
maybe i will buy a calling card soon
then both zhen and i can shout over the phone and call some people
ahahaha
anyway
well
i got a new class and new groupmates
am working with adam, robin and i think zhi wei
anyway
we hope all goes well
right now i am online and nothing is happening
ahaha
i want to go out for chocoalte!!
hmm
maybe i will go bake in a bit
but ya
i am not in the mood for it
was suppose to go cycling but i though it would rain so yeah
shoot means tomorrow i have to go
ok ok
i need to go cycling
i actually miss it
espicially the times i rode with sheryl
the best one was the one we went to nigel's house and then to to her boyfriend's house
anyway
not the point
anyway
i don't know what to seriously do now
so i will go downstairs and
ya
do nothing

sch has not started but it has

2008-10-13T00:14:00.004+08:00

i have never ever felt the lowest point in my life
i have officially lost everything i had
i thought things were gonna work out with the new sem
but apperently not
she just let me go and planned her own things
how could this happen
damnit i was fucking blind
how could i let this happen again
twice in the past 3 months
no way ok
how am i to go to school and get a group now
i am so screwed
i am dead
argh
everything is going from bad to worse
i though ARGH!!

ok this is what happend

i
i would like to know if i am in ur project group for the sem cos it has not been settled
she
hmm..u gotta ask *him* cos currently he is the leader. so everything is under him
i
ya he said u all have enough people
she
alright then i do hope u find good members this time round
i
u knew right from the start but u did not tell me right
she
yeah i don't know how to put it properly. and its difficult for me to tell u after we've been working together for almost 3 years
i
well a heads up would have been good cos now i do have a big problem with no group

fucking hell i tell u
friend
do u know what it is
this she i am refering to is not a friend
she just used the hell out of me
how could i have been so blind as to not see all this fucking shit
ARGH!!
i hate this life

more photos and school is going to start

2008-10-12T16:38:00.007+08:00

hey hey
oh my school starts tomorrow
i don't want to go back to school
i want to still be on holiday
i want to go away on holiday
o man

anyway
here we have zhen, youssef, yassine and i
we went to burger king to have lunch and thats where something real bad happend to zhen
i still pity her till today

here zhen and i r being crazy

the guys dared her to fit in this tube thing which small teeny tiny kids were playing in

HERE IS THE WHOLE TEAM

*CLAPCLAP*

we have imane, yassine, zhen, youssef, mr N(something something i cannot pronounce his name), farah, lamia, another imane, fuzia, me and hakim

not sure where my boughari is i think he was taking the photo

ahaha

we have youssef, i, yassine and zhen

hakim was taking the photo of cos we took turns later but i can't find the other photos

SQUISH

here goes my sunday

well

lucky i have no sch tomorrow

so i am not feeling too happy

tomorrow i will go shopping

i think

i am not sure how much i wanna spend or will be willing to spend

i don't have much so yeah

i need more money for my holiday if i want to go for it

alright

i am going to like watch my tv

my moroccan people

2008-10-10T23:23:00.008+08:00

here is the team when they were like i think in morocco well not in singapore that is we have youssef (the one who is like the baby of the lot, he is super funny and like a small boy), fouzia (she's really quiet did not talk to her much though), imane b (apprently youssef calls her mummy but she is real nice girl) , imane (she was quiet too but real nice), farah (she was the smallest among all of them cute), lamia (the one who wanted to know everything and anything about singapore she was cool), mr boughari (i think this is how u spell it am not 100% sure but he is the teacher in-charge), hakim (the country coordinator) and of cos yassine (the funniest one who went para boxing)

here we have hakim trying our char kway teow

like i said youssef the boy among them we were in the cable car..damn funny

this is imane

YASSINE

imane B striking a pose for i think it was youssef's camera

there you go some of my moroccan people

there are actually alot more photos but too many to upload

back to real life

2008-10-07T11:14:00.001+08:00

well back to the real life
went back to work yesterday
and it was a very very boring day
nothing much happened at all
it is like one can sleep all day and nothing has happened
i talked to yassine and youssef online last night
ahaha
and it was quite funny
they keep asking us to go over but we said even if we can the earliest is feb
then youssef did his "it is too much too long i will froget u"
ahahah
so funny i tell u
anyway i will post more later
the previous post of mine was relatively long already

SIFE world cup

2008-10-06T00:08:00.004+08:00

hi all i am here finally to update cos i have had a really long, fun, exciting, enriching, bestest(almost cos once or twice someone had to spoil it) week of all

SIFE just ended so now i have alot to write about

tuesday 30th September 2008
whee..the hours ticked away as SIFE morocco was coming
zhen and i were more nervous then anything cos we were so afraid they didn't speak english people they do
although they r from morocco and arabic and french are what they wpek most, they also speak english not to bad ones too
anyway
we picked them up from the airport
we were really worried cos they were suppose to land at 545 they landed at 530 then at 630 they were not out yet
but there were bags at the belt so we started to worry and wonder what was happening to them
anyway they finally came out
then we took the bus i booked (thank god) to city bayview where most of them got off
basically the students and the country coordinator but the faculity advisor was suppose to be the one staying with the students but hakim (the country coordinator) though it would be more fun to stay with the students also cos he could give the excuse he was with them so funny
anyway
then they all checked in zhen went with the 2 pan pacific people till they checked in
then they were given some time to freshen up
then we all met down stairs together with zhen
and then hakim came down all cleaned up and in suit every student from morocco was like whooo hakim (french sentences saying he looked very nice, handsome etc was what imane said)
zhen walked him to YMCA cos he had a dinner there to welcome all the important people
anyway
so i brough the lot of them to little india which was a short walking distance from the hotel then it started to pour
holy shit
then we ran in the rain and all
and then back to the hotel i was walking quite a distance then i canot remember who spotted hakim
then hakim asked me how to make a local call but he kept getting this woman who answered the phone or no connection
then we realised he got the wrong number
oops my bad
anyway then they made calls home they had alot of troublem trying to do so
then i stayed to help them till they finished
then time for me to go home
they were all given instructions that to meet downstairs at 9am so that they can change hotel to golden landmark
then time for me to go home
the guys were really funny
the 3 guys hakim, yassin and yourssef they waited for the cab with me and weirdly they refused to let me carry my bag while waiting for the cab then also opened the door for me and all blew flying kisses
i tell u it is a totally different culture man
felt a little odd but it is their culture so just accepted

wednesday 1 october 2008
moring we has to be at the hotel at 830 so that they could check out and go to golden landmark
so we too the public bus
hakim went for his meeting so we had to help him
can u imagine 9 people pulling and carrying 16 bags up the public bus it was crazy i tell u
then we dropped off somethings at pan pacific then down to golden landmark hotel
then we brough them to bugis to go shopping
i tel you zhen and i were really shocked how many things they buy and the way they shop
then we went for lunch at buger king
then brought them to suntec for culture fair and the opening seremony
i tell you
i was damn good
you never see people so warmly talk to each other even though they do not know each other at all and their first time meeting each other
it was totally cool
i think it is just a mon thing to do
so i sware i had so much fun
then the students of morocco kept saying thank you cos both zhen and i followed them everywhere showed them everything
anyway
then culture fair was good their tea is quite yummy i must say but it was so damn hot to drink
then ended and then we went back to pan pacific to change
all of us
zhen and i needed to get out of our penguin suits
then i cannot remembered what happened
i believe we went for dinner o yes we did
we went to eat at the restaurant next to the hotel
it was good but i think it was expensive
they didn't let us pay our own share

thursday 2 october 2008
zhen and i were on duty so we got to suntec at 830 in the morning
damn fucking early i tell u
i of cos was there early but not zhen
then morocco went there early too
imane 2 saw me then came up to me and gave me a big kiss
followed by iamia and the rest
CULTURE SHOCK
but it was nice
ahahah
i love my morocco (yassin, youssef, lamia, imane 1, imane 2, hakim, farah and fuzia)
and all i remember of the day is that they kept calling zhen and i angels
o ya and she has a new nickname
called smallest and she actually responds to it
anyway
zhen and i helped out for the day the competition rooms and then the sponsor fair
then we met the moroccan people then the first thing they said was we missed u
then we went to eat before the results
then we went to the arcade
i tell u i laughed so hard
we got them to play like para para
i tell u yassine was so funny
he was like using his legs innitially
then he went into his boxing thing
then zhen yassine and youssef played para together ahahaa
so so so funny
then we have videos and all
each of them
it was quite funny
then they hugged us and kissed us
so nice a feeling
anyway
then we went back to the hotel after their competition and results
they got into the next round
then we went to boat quay to take the singapore river
i tell u i really didn't wanna take it cos i have been on it so many times that i think it is a waste of money for me to go
then we went for dinner
cos they paid the night before we though we pay for the night
basket i tell u
fight fight fight
then in the end their money dropped into the river
we were like fuck!!
anyway
then we walked around again
then time to go home
the guys made the girls go off first
kiss kiss hug hug then they left
then zhen and i were forced to go also so byebye
then we went off

friday 3 october 2008
well morning was their presentation
so we went to their hotel in the morning with lal our stuff both zhen and i
then we left our bags there cos we brought clothes to last us till sunday
right then
so we sat in for their presentation
and they didn't wanna see any other presentation
so after the results everyone of them went shopping again
ahaha
zhen followed the girls cos they wanted to go bugis so i stayed at the suntec and marina area cos there was another group there
so ya
then the boys went G2000
so they were trying clothes then i was there standing watching them
then they stared coming their french thing
then suddenly they were prading infront of me in the clothes they picked to try
it was so funny and fun i tell you
i really enjoyed and i sware they r crazy
then hakim asked if there were any baby clothes there
then the other boys carried on at another guy shop so i brough hakim to mothercare upstairs
i tell u when he was there
he totally spaced out
it was so funny
then he asked me
u r a girl
u know fashion
what to buy for a baby
then i was like how old
he said 7 days
i was like
er..
anything
ahaha
but we found this whole set of like PJs, jacket, hat bib, jumper and something for $70 odd
so he bought it
then we went to meet the boys again
then we went back to suntec at 4 but the girls were missing
so i called zhen she said that farah said that no need to go back
haiya
then they fight
ok not my problem
then hakim and the boys went all french on me again
and there and then i realised when they r angry or talking normal
it sounded the same to me
ahaha
then i just like didn't care
then i like walked one side then they realised that i of cos didn't understand
then they explained to me abt farah and all
so yup
ok then
then after that we went back to the hotel to change and all then we went for the post party
whee
ok finally
then went on my drinking cos iam upset and talking to everyone so fun
then chris and his friend were suppose to buy me a drink but i dunno where they went
so funny
i drank like 2 vodka sprite, 2 vodka orange then i was like ok bored of drinking
wanted to get somemore but it was more fun watching yassin teach zhen how to dance and other things that the guys were doing it was so so funny
then we went back to the hotel with them
they cleared a room well 2 beds in a room for zhen and i to sleep on and the guys slept in another room on the floor and all damn poor things la
zhen and i didn't know
cos the initial plan was for zhen and i to sleep in the girls room but they were gonna give the the chair which we could fit on la but the guys didn't want they said we r guest and blah blah blah
so we fought over that but in the end of cos both zhen and i couldn't win so we just slept on the beds

saturday 4 october 2008
sentosa
i feel like killing the boys u know first they gave us the room then now they gave us their room key to go and eat breakfast
so when the boys were out we left the key in the room with a note saying we went for breakfast and none of them lock their doors at night cos they get up move to another room and sleep
then again in the morning no one is in the same room
it was quite odd to see it
but ya
we left the room door open and went for breakfast nearly got caught by youssef
he asked where we were going i said breakfast
then ya when we got back they looked like they were gonna kill us
then the boys pulled us one side and said how can u do this to us
u have done something very bad and all
then the girls u lied and all
how can
u r very bad
wa
so sentosa
they paid for everything
and i mean everything
how can
i mean zhen and i kept refusing so like go ludge and cable car and all
but man
cannot
so fight and of cos loose la cos they had 8 bigger sized people then zhen and i
so ya
lose
so
after sentosa
the group split again
girls went their own shopping
we of cos walked around vivo too
we went to play games again
then we got bored of it
so we went shopping
went to forever 21 so that the boys can get some girls clothes for their people at home
then hakim and yassine were like in a girls shop dunno what to get
so zhen and i did our girl thing
we told the boys wait here
then we went 1 round grabbed the things we know fits their style and what they can wear back home
then we went here
then they were like o our angels and stuff again ahaha
damn funny
zhen and mon shopping
so yeah
they bought a few things
then it was back to the hotel for us
o my god
the girls said they wanted to come back again cos they cannot finish walking
like duh
who can
they went to every single shop
zhen and i got so scared cos they r really crazy shoppers
then at the taxi stand farah and i cannot remmeber who
then the boys were like o no
but i said call them then we can share cab
so zhen got into the cab with the girls cos she can tahan them i cannot
so ya
then in the cab they went all french again cos they were bitching
so anyway not problem
then yourssef said becareful cos she is using u and zhen
i was like ok
then back tothe hotel
we were suppose to go to night safari but it looked it like it was gonna rain
zhen was playing a cat and dog and youssef too
i tell it they were like trying to attack each other and stuff
yassine was in like and out of the room
then hakim and i just sat there trying to avoid them
but we kept laughing and all
then zhen became a pig
then youssef became a monkey
i tell u it was funny
then sudden the boys went all french and then out shopping
but only yassine stayed with zhen and i
the girls went to shop also
then zhen and i went all chinese
i told her i think the boys r up to something lucky we got them presents
and yassine stayed and kept us company
it was so funny
then the boys came back and they were real tired i sware
so then it was so odd that then they came back we heard their voice then yassine went to the other room and then hakim was yassine yassine
then youssef came to the room then in and out also
then zhen and i they bought somehting confirm
then ya
they did
we got necklace earing and a dog each which we both slept with at night
then the boys knocked out on the beds but before knocking out they wanted to go and eat but then slept so zhen and i waited till they were really asleep then we went out to do their presents
then abt 45 mins later we went back in youssef open his eyes and hakim said angels where did u go we missed u but i think he was sleep talking
then we went out to buy food for them
then came back woke them up to eat and it was past 12 already
then hakim said u girls r bad
u went out again to buy things and etc
i am not happy
then youssef was like i dun wanna eat
yassine i think he was sleep eating he ate quietly then went to the other room
after 5 mins he didn't come back then hakim said i think yassine went to sleep in the other room
and i went to see yup he did
then i asked hakim did he remember what he said to us then zhen also said to youssef u were talking also u know
u called me mummy
ahahaha
damn funny
hakim didn't remember anything
it was so funny
then the girls came
then on the way to the room zhen and i saw the house keeping cart so we asked for like 2 more pillows and 2 blankets the boys slept with no pillow and blankets
damn sad
then while eating the boys laydown and slept again
so zhen and i ceared up then ya
suddenly they got up
then they boys said sorry cos they slept and all
then they all tucked us in and kissed us all on our foreheads like how mummy or daddy would do it
wa i tell u i wish everyone was seriously like that
then yup we slept with the doors unlocked
and of cos by morning no one knew who was where except for zhen and i who were still in the same bed
then morning free and easy again
so youssef and yassin wanted to go usntec to buy their shirts and their ipods (they bought 2 touch and 2 shuffles)
hakim was the only one who has not been to bugis but heard alot so he asked me to take him there and the rest of the girls went to BHG they said they would be alright in a shopping centre but bugis can get lost so ya
hakim went crazy at bugis too
he spent like $300+
on shirts, tops, shorts, boxers cos there was this playboy one cos he has playboy PJ pants so i was kidding abt it but he bought it for himself
i was like o my god
then he bough tie, then we went to get water be saw this set of 8 tissue packets which had tweety, selvester, the cat and bugs bunny he bought it i asked him for what he said it was cute
it was so funny
anyway
yes he went crazy
then he was like is this nice
is this nice
this is too this and that
i can imagine if it is a girl
but a guy
wa
madness
then ya
bought youssef's stamps too
then we went to marina to meet them
we went bowling
then to the airport
yup we said our bye byes
o yes i forgot to mention cos youssef's bag is DAMN big zhen could fit inside they were making fun to pack her home and to just bring me along with them
so now zhen and i wanna go morocco to visit them next feb
it would be so cool
i miss them already
*hakim the CDs of the pictures do not work*

monday 6 october 2008
right now they r on the plane should have landed ust landed in paris that is
i hope they r there cos they nearly like missed their flight we had to rush them
ahahah
well am at work now
just typed this whole chunk for people to look at
ahaha
my exciting week
well nth much then gtg
gotta update my blog

last day and days to come

2008-09-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

i am pissed
i will be a real bad mood when i go to church
i hate everything
espicially this boy who keeps lying
and turns around to say i dun understand
bullshit
ah forget it

jon walked past vivo today
then he spent like a long time at the shop
he wanted to be updated about the things happening in my life
from gobi and zhen problem
to home
to the person i am so angry with at this point in time
then he was also talking to alicia
damn funny
alicia was like believeing every word he said it was so so funny

life really sux
it keeps getting me all upsent and not wanting to live/ study/ work in this world anymore
i think it is real dumb that people treat us like shits
constantly

ok fuck off

anyway
it has almost been a month not blogging
if anyone wants to know bits of what happened
look at alicia koh's blog
apprently she blogs abt every shift she has worked so yeah
there should be a few things about me there
ahahaha

time to post

2008-09-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

o well
i have not been posting as you can see right now
well exams were over did not have the time to like blog then
and then i started to work and i just wanted to just laze around
u know
like seriously sit in front of the tv the whole day and not move
therefore not using my laptop or bringing it down so that i can use it
so yes i was really lazy
but here i am now
blogging
life has been alright for me
mel is going through the face whereby she just copies everything she sees
she and a banks which to totally makes her face looks rounder and face fatter
constantly wanting her baby doll dresses ya ok they look cute but on u not so
cos she is too skinny as in seriously
u need a little flesh to pull it off
o well
and then there is the constant flirting with a few guys at a time thing
i mean whats the deal about it
ok i better go sleep going to go to the train station 7am tomorrow morning going to malaysia

annoying things

2008-08-01T10:43:00.002+08:00

I HATE
EXAMS
TESTS
PRESENTATION
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

fluking tired

2008-07-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

o boy
alright well last night project thingy was a killer
i finished my part of BOF with the help of nigel of cos
then i sent it in to keon
i waited and waited for keon's part and zhen's part till 130am
then i got it edit and all that shit did not sleep till 530
i think cos i was half working so couldn't think properly
but yes 530
then went to sch at 930 for revision lecture
then i came home
watched tv
butthe funny thing is i know i was watching tv
but i don't know what i watched
i know they were shows i wanted to watch and usually watch
but i just cannot remember what they r
i think i was sleping again
then i went for driving
then came home
dinner
packed mel's cupboard
cleaned it out man i tell u
3 trash bag full of unwanted clothing
not am i bored in bed
talking on msn
thinking should i play game

she did it

2008-07-21T15:08:00.002+08:00

today is not a good day
peole choose to believe what they want to believe and hear what they want to hear
i honestly know that u did not say it
but of cos at this point in time i just have to agree with what u said
cos u did say it
honestly you didn't
as for y for contribution was not there
ask her
i asked her what was i suppose to do and i asked him
i got back was don't worry the guys will do it you just finish u IPD
alright so i did
honestly it was all bull right
think about it
y did i have to do it when you could have finished the IB art or someone else
i needed my slee too
i rushed over damn early and we could have finished it and hadning it in by 9
but u chose to sleep when i asked for ur help 4 times
when it was late u got up and u took ur time to make urself look pretty
see here
there r other more important things to do but i finished it up myself
never mind
never mind
if you think my working attitude sux
i apologise
but have you all taken a look at how you all operate?
obviously not
and i won't say anything to you all cos there is no point for me to also
cos yeah
if it was a trash out session y didn't u all have anything to say about each other?
y was it only me
if you wanna bring in teachers as well
u can choose to believe what you want to
she was there
she heard she saw she knew
y isn't she saying anything?
laugh all u want with each other
truth be told
i know where this will end up
right from the start
just cos i dun say anything and i let it out a little everything blows
you wanna have a trash out session honestly babe
you r the trash
u wanna side
GO AHEAD
i now know ur true colours and it ain't gonna be pretty
ah screw it
there is alot more but
there is no point in saything it cos sides have been taken
those who know the facts don't speak up
therefore there is harm done and to 1 rather then make it even worse

MAMBO

2008-07-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

well i went to mambo last night
was initially have 2nd thoughs of going cos i had bad club experience with someone
but it was alright yesterday
met new people
ok lets see there was raphel, caleb, jamie (i think), guy with chinese name and eugene
ya something like that
caleb, guy with chinese name, jamie and raphel payed 5 10
poor caleb
he drank like a jug and a half in like 10 mins
he was high
and it was quite entertaining to watch
i had a vodka sprite and an apple shooter (not my fav) i wished i took the flaming it would have been much nicer
nigel was a little high too
but ah well
then time to dance
nigel leg pain but he joined us later
we stayed till the end
SH.. dun tell my mumy she thinks i got home at 230
=)
caleb really reminds me of max
ahahah
damn funny
he practically listened to everything i said and did
i nod my head he did the same
ask him to take ice he did
then he was spouting rubbish
nigel and his high he just kept talking
ahaha
quite weird also la
anyway
same a couple of NP people then desmond from church and other "hi/bye", "eh i know u right", "u look familar"
yup

well today i went for driving at 830 in the morning and i am still awake
don't know how i do it but yes
then i went to cut my hair
i was very very tempted to colour my hair purple again
i love the purple la
but mummy will scold
then i also couldn't cut too short
so now my hair is shorter and red
yup
sigh i should have just coloured it purple
o well next time then
o then smokey came over just now then he said he too preferred my purple hair
i told mummy that and mummy said he will get a kick from her
o well

tmr is a long day but i get to do something new like prawning(whatever that is)
not sure what to wear tmr
red top and something
ahahaha
maybe my blakc shorts
sians
need to go out of sch
i dun wanna bring my laptop cos it will mean i have to carry it
if i dun bring it i will be so bored in class cos i will have nothing to do
o well i think i will just not bring i hope gobi brings his
=)

heyhey

2008-07-16T09:47:00.002+08:00

hey hey all out there
mon is currently in class and is sleepy and very hungry
tonight i think i'll be headed to mambo just waitinf for daddy's reply
anyway
i have been so busy with all these annoying projects and shits
there is one due this monday but we have not even started cos no work has been assigned
SO LATE!! SO LATE MIN!!
anyway
this sunday i am going to m'sia for DURIANS
yum yum
kk i have to go back to my lesson right now
see ya

out of sch

2008-07-02T11:05:00.003+08:00

this is like the first time i have not been to sch in like 3 days just cos i am sick
it is crazy
this darn cough will not go away
i cough like every min
and this cough is still bad no improvements at all
freak man
i am really bored at home
i wanna gt out of here
i got so bored that i got mel to buy me a sudoku book
and i did copy some from the internet
or play online versions
i also have been playing with facebook
and of cos wah
i like to be home only cos i can watch some of the shows which i never get to watch when i am in school
like jon and kate plus 8
i really enjoy watching them
itz this couple who have twins who are 7 and sixplets who are 3
it is crazy but hey thats life for them
also my CSI
most of them are repeats but ok la better then nothing
human stories is also alright
itz about babies being born like out of the blues
some of them are like 20 weeks old
some just come out suddenly
some ya man
it is scary
o well and i am hungry
cos the past 2 days i cannot eat anything as in cos i didn't feel like eating anything at all
so only porriage which is not exactly my favourite
freaing doctor's bill came up to $137 and of cos i went there like 3 times cos i wouldnt get any better
never have i been to the doctors so many times i tell u the last time i was sick sick to visit him was like in 2007
of cos there was a time i had hives but that comes quite often for me
so yup yup
thats about all i have to dya about my last few days at home

panda

2008-06-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

PANDA is damn cute!!
he so reminds me of seng soon
it was a really good show u all must go watch it
now i am in front of the television and mummy and her liturgy group is by the dining table having meeting so i am trying to lipread what the people on the show is saying it is kinda difficult
and this is the time where by i wish i could actually read chinese so that i know what the hell is going on
so sad the girl likes this guy and the guy played her telling everyone he is marrying this other girl
bastard
and this other girl is two timing her producer
!!
what the hell
ok kinda screwed up show
but it is suppose to be a nice show
well nadia asked me to go to zouk today with the rest of the lot but nah kinda late to ask mummy
usually it would be easy if i ask in advance but i didn't and also i am coffing like mad
this coff won't go away
and obviously i cannot lay off the chocolate and orange and coke and stuff
this is bad
real real bad
o well nth more then
i will just go do some work

back from vietnam

2008-06-24T10:35:00.003+08:00

hey all i just got back not too long ago from vietnam
ok make that on saturday
but i am still really tired
more then half of us are sick i think
at least keong zhen and i are
coffing sniffing and like o man
anyway i will update my blog tonight when i havetime or something cos most of my pictures are not here right now
and i am still like half asleep
so i will go and pretend i am listening to my lesson

extraction

2008-06-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

o goodness
i went to take out my wisdom today
the pain is bearable
BUT
it is just pain
it is on cos it is only that part which is painful and not the whole mouth so it is fine
but i cannot sloce my mouth properly
it is half closed and i cannot chew properly so i took longer then usual to finish my diner today
it was really difficult to chew cos my mouth cannot close properly
then i went to the office it was a waste of my time

bored to death at home

2008-06-04T11:16:00.002+08:00

staying home is a bore
well sometimes u wanna stay home and others u just wanna go out
i mean
i have been home and not doing much
just watching tv and using my laptop
ya thats like it
the weather is being weird
it was nice and sunny just now and now it is so dark like it is gonna pour
damn
i like it warmish
ok i dunno what i am gonna do now
i shall go watch my tv
i guess

it is the holidays

2008-05-27T09:10:00.002+08:00

hi all
ok friday's party was good i enjoyed my self
happy early birthday to u cass
wonder what will happen on ur actual birthday man
aright then i got home real late
so i just knocked out when i got home
then i had to get up early to go to sch for camp
camp was quite nonsense cos most of the time we were playing and doing out own things
of cos we sat with our groups to help them out here and there
then night was really fun
we were talking bitching to teachers about teachers
then people i dunno what were they doing running here and there
then the really annoying ones actually deserved to be killed
of cos there was the traditional tooth paste all over u thing of cos my room did not get it cos only zhen and i slept in the apratment of 3 bed room
that was 1 annoying thing they did
but o well
it is normal
zhen and i were to join them but zhen was sleepy
goodness this girl cannot stay up
o then dunno which kid was throwing poping things that made really loud noise pop
annoying the fuck out and scaring the fuck out of people
there was this guy who was just about to turn of his speakers
then as the touched the button *BOOM* he jumped
it was very very very funny
then hmm
o yes
we waxed vallence (guy)
=)
of cos it cause pain, twisted arms, pinned down on the floor as well as being all wet (by water)
goodness
O YA i nearly forgot
we played a prank on this guy we do not really fancy
3am in the morning
we moved his motor bike from the parking lot to the lift lobby
we though everyone will see it in the morning
then we weren't sure y he went down to his bike
well
we had information he went down then he got a shock of his life that how come the bike can move damn stupid
then 1 person he wasn't able to move it back also he said nvm he will go up to take his key to move it but he couldn't find his key or remember where he kept it
so we all went down to move his bike back to the parking lot
and this was at about 5am in the morning
o then i went for mass at 7 in the morning then back to sch
and all of us talked about things it was really good
guess we got to know eachother more but of cos i cannot remember most of the names cos they were chinese names
ok
now back to doing things

of blog posts

2008-05-23T10:18:00.002+08:00

hi all
today is friday and it is the end of the week
i have cass's party to go to laster
yippie!!
o ya i have to get her stuff done later too
kinda like did but left it there and did not touch it
oopz
ok cass u did not read this post
anyway

DRAMA IN THE CLASS
my damn stupid teacher does not know that we have people in the class that does not have project groups
STUPID!!
and it is week 6 stupid stupid
on top of that he was forcing this gorup which had 6 people to "get rid" of 1 member
Y?!?! just cos they have 6 and there were some people who did not have a group and this other guy who has already finished the porject who join this other group in another class
DAMN STUPID
omg
then best right he told me to shut up and said that i am not the lecturer just cos WE ALL (the class) said that is will not be fair to those who have already done the project
fucking bastard
anyway

back to my happy days
actually i will blog like say tomorrow or something
BYE!!

2008-05-16T10:43:00.002+08:00

hey there

its me again

here i am being every so bored thus decided to cut my hair
this was 1 mth ago ok
then 3 weeks ago i got bored and went to colour it purple
right now i just cut it yesterday ya
and now it is real shor again
it got a little long and it looked really bad
well
things r really bad
as in everything
there is so much to do for sch and itz projects
home is a kill cos no one cares abt who does what and who is where
don is like ya forever missing
and not to mention effing problems with other people
nothing is great and no one is helping
this sux

why

2008-05-11T20:35:00.002+08:00

hello hello

it is me again
i think i have to make it a point in coming here and actually typing something on my blog
if not yeah i dun get to rant whatever i want to

well driving has been alright
i really hate moving off i cannot seem to get it right
and i keep getting scolded for reversing too fast

well i have been really caught up with school
thats one of the reasons y i have not been updating as well

alright right now i shall just sign off and come back tomorrow

hey ho

2008-04-07T11:09:00.002+08:00

o look it is me again
well nothing much happened the last week
work monday till saturday
saturday i was at SH
then nigel, andre, reg and shaun stayed over
then sunday we went to church
went for lunch with nigel
and bought contacts solution
this new one is so much better
my eyes r not teary or red
yayness
then i went for driving
it was weird for the first time
my anckle was hurting cos not really used to it
but also an not used to using clutch and pedal and gear and o man so many things at one time
alright
gotta go

of postings and things

2008-03-25T22:09:00.003+08:00

o man
work is getting to me
i have no idea why the hell i go to office for
i ask for work
they say dun have
i ask if i can answer the phone if not i will have nothing to do they also say cannot
i ask if i can do anything they say no for all i can do now is wait
it is like WTF la
i go for nothing
i mean just to show face that i am there
then i ask tony for anything to do
he ask he to help him call customer to confirm this
or call this number to see what are their opening hours
ok lor
at least it is something i can do for a min
which is like ya
i wish there was more for me to do
PLZ
if not it ill be me wasting my time and me wasting your money
of which is not much at all cos i only earn like peanuts i have to budget to like $2.50 a day
and my bank account keeps going below my desired
this is not good!!
alright i will blog when i am in the office tmr cos i have NOTHING to do when i am there
maybe i will give a detailed account of what happens in the office while i am typing
ahahahahah

alright
till then

a long awaited update

2008-03-19T13:12:00.001+08:00

hi al!!

it is mone here
ok i am having some problems typing with this keyboard which does not belong to me
anyway
yes my birthday just pass and i did have some fun as well as not so good fun
work is quite boring and slack and all the things u can think of
well
as you can see
nothing much exciting about my life right now
o well

=)

the days r coming to an end

2008-02-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

well
what have i got to say
nothing much actually
people keep telling me the key word is try and not doing
o boy
they keep telling me to stand up and make it right
i keep falling into this shit which i actually allow to happen

anyway
work has been alright
have 2 projects to do
i keep waiting for something that will prove me wrong
but each time i look for it it is not there
i try to see it is ends up something else
sigh
o well

2008-02-24T21:15:00.001+08:00

knn ccb
i typed a whole lot then it went missing

it is over and the party just begun

2008-02-24T21:03:00.002+08:00

hello there

yes it has been awhile since i last blogged

finally exams are over and i can not study for awhile

well

on friday after my paper

we went to town as usual

we went to watch jumper and have dinner

we wanted to watch one more show but it was quite late already

bunch gay fellas in the cinema

it was rather odd

but o well

then came home

mummy spoiled my saturday plan but it was ok

i was suppose to go for 9 novena then down to thomson plaza to borrow some DVDs to watch over the week and

and i had to be back by 1130 am to watch this star moive show

which i miss cos

mummy wanted to go to fessler so she was intending to go for 10 novena but now change to 11 cos she needed her personal street dirctry (me)

then we went there

couldn't make it to novena at 11

so changed plan again we went to cold storage in the end

nigel joined us

he was not suppose to have lunch cos he ate already

but mummy and grandma said he was too skinny so they made him eat

then back to home

then hung around

baked a cake

then nigel went home

bryan came over for dinner

then he went off

yup

thats about what happened yesterday

today now lets see

mass

choir

was really tired but i didn't sleep

have not slept yet

been watching tv the whole day

i sware there is nothing much to watch

o there was this oliver james movie called raise you voice of something like that

so i watched it cos he is cute

=)

first paper

2008-02-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

well
today i had my first paper of my exams
it was a killer
mother effing AAA
i hate it
o then i went in early for the reading time and all
then there was this girl she sat in front of me
i tell you
i have never ever seen her before in my life
then i turned to ismail and he said ya she is in our class
then itz like i have never ever seen her before how can she be in our class
so i asked myra she said ya apprently she is but she only came for like 2 or 3 lessons
like what the hell
then kiat win turned to me and asked me who she was also cos she have never seen her before either
ahahahaha
so after the paper zhen and i went to the canteen
then we saw HER
so zhen called gobi to tell him and he came from the smoking area
ahahaha
then gobi zhen nad wei shaq and ok the lot of us walked out of sch to take bus home
then we were as usual bitching and stuff
then took 156 with wei hao home cos he stays here
then we talked abt shit stuff like sch and people it was fun
then home
had this headache which will not go away
alright gotta go

of the CNY and the tummy which is not getting smaller

2008-02-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

wa..
eat eat eat
eat eat eat
in 2 days i have had 7 lunches 2 breakfasts and 4 dinners
itz like
omg
cannot cannot
tmr i shall eat in moderation
ok
tmr
i thought i could like study in the morning then only go out like at 3
but turns out i cannot cos i have places to go
and by bus
and people's time to fit
o man..this is crazy

i have spent more

2008-01-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

1 belt
2 skirts
1 pair of shoes
2 cardigans
1 vest
2 perfumes
1 shirt
2 pairs of jeans
1 set of ear phones
1 new belly stud

ok this is an updated list of what i have bought
o man
i tell u i have spent too much money
o ya
i lend mel money too so that she can buy things
so right now
i am broke
like dead broke
i'm so dead if mummy finds out
o well
too bad

i have spent too much

2008-01-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

omg
i have just spent like damn alot
never have i spent so much
i am real happy
no one to stop me
no one to say everything not nice
ahahaha
come i tell u what i bought

1 belt
2 skirts
1 pair of shoes
2 cardigans
1 vest
2 perfumes
1 shirt
ear phones

nadia said zhen went crazy last friday
but i think i went crazier
ahahahaha
i am like so high and happy now
bought all i needed
and wanted of cos
muahahahahaha

ok
i should stop
i think i am really happy crazy right now